I’m Thinking of Ending Things: I don’t regret reading, wouldn’t recommend
Ugh.. Iain Reid
I am confused by the reception of this book- NPR lists it as a 2016 Best Book of the Year. After reading, I saw a Netflix adaptation article (didnt read it). I am on the borderline of meh and asking for my money back from the thriftstore it was bought from.
It opens with an unnamed woman in the passenger seat of a car. She makes the mental statement -I’m thinking of ending things- which quickly shifts from a line read as suicidal to a boyfriend break up scenario. Throughout the book she has a confused personal perspective, flipping mid sentance between twitterpation and total disgust for her human companion, Jake. The car trip has purpose- a drive into the deep country with Jake in order to meet his parents for the first time.
The book follows her confusing personal journey but is heavily peppered with the anonymous woman’s mental baggage- hermitism competing with loneliness, recurring night terrors, obsessiveness, strange harassing calls she won’t discuss with others- to name a few. She rarely shares any mental perspective of her life. Her brain is on a loop in the novel, giving commentary on Jake himself, conversation occurring in the car, ending the relationship, and her annoyance/joy for the trip. All you really know for sure about her is that she is Not a student.
The circular conversations and aloof verbal attitudes of both her and Jake left me feeling like I was at the table next to some teenage coffeehouse intellectuals, sure to a fault their world views are unique and groundbreaking.
The actual text of the book turned out to be a huge gimmick. It breaks down midway, with full pages carrying no reference to pronouns or names. I frequently skipped backwards to follow the thread again. I couldnt tell if the writing was on purpose, bad, translated from another language. Descriptions from page one are disjointed and fractured, making the novel feel rough and lacking editorial oversight.
Some of my complaints make sense after reading the ending, others after the author notes. I excuse none as reasons for dragging me through this hot garbage. Not recommended.
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